put on my headphone and cycled all the way to ecp alone. bought beer and travelled back to the beach to savour the moment alone. it has been a long time since i give time to myself. to distant myself frm the mess im in for a very long time. aft sitting there for a while. cycled to bedok jetty and hear the waves crashing against the jetty. it struck a resonance in my heart and i can feel the adranaline in my body.

as i was cycling back.. i had some sort of an analogy formin in my mind...

u were cycling ahead and i was fortunate to be invited to cycle beside you. to accompany you at some stage of your life.and to keep you company while you are heading towards your destiny. as u cycled and leadin the way. i struggled to catch up as im riding on a old bike with wear and tear while a new and powerful bike is carrying your weight. after much difficulty i managed to jus ride beside you and glanced at the radiant face that always made my heart skipped a beat. i was having much difficulty catchin up while your riding oblivious to your surroundings.

i took down my mask and there you were catchin my every movement. i froze and u took a good look at my grotseque face. i was not the person whom u thought i was. wide eye of shock was all i see. u chose to cycle faster away frm me and fall into the many willing arms that promised to give you comfort and showered you with love and concern. i cld offer nothing. and all i can do is to see you slipping further away into the mist that separates you and me.

now i cycled alone...

random chain of thoughts that jus formed in my mind... seems to speak the truth of what will happen in the future. ..

samuel
150487
dunman high tjc
a little pessimistic
bored bout life


to be able to backpack
listening to music
having fun under the sun
cycling
playin piano n vln
toying with my thoughts
thinkin bout u


In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes







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